Here I am again - alone, on the road, and looking for pussy. I cannot seem to help it - I have a sexual addiction, and can never get enough. Will I find a lady willing to give herself to me? Will I need to see a prostitute? One or the other is going to happen, but at the moment I do not know which.
I am married, have kids, and have this picture perfect life at home. No one knows that I am addicted to sex. My sex addition causes me to have addictions to drugs and alcohol as well - I cannot seem to face my family sober, knowing that underneath it all, I am a true infidel.
I have had sex with hundreds of women outside my marriage - women I met and prostitutes - and my wife is clueless about any of it. One of the 10 Commandments was to never commit adultery. I do it regularly, daily if you count the fantasies going through my brain. Will I be forgiven one of these days for these transgressions? I do not know - what I do know is that I am an addict.
